Do you ever think about what you could do IF ONLY you had unlimited time?!? I am quite sure that everyone does, but I am a little excessive in these thoughts.....I know that you really come here to see pictures of my kids and I will get to that today, PROMISE, but since this is pretty much my only venue to "ponder" please indulge me for just a minute......
(Let me start with a short (or long) disclaimer. Last week we covered my job....and I AM so very thankful for it, ESPECIALLY for the time off in the summer. I realize that there are so many people who would love to be in my shoes, having some of the benefits of being a stay at home mom but not being one. I do not take my time off for granted nor am I unappreciative or unaware of this blessing; however, having said that.......)
So far, this summer has been a bust in terms of getting things done!!!! I pretty much spend from January to June (literally) mentally lining up all of the "projects" that I will get done once the blessed summer arrives. Well, it is here, AGAIN, and I am already runnning about 2 months behind......and I barely even have 2 months off. Of course I have the typical goals of cleaning out closets, having a yard sale, keeping my house clean ALL THE TIME (not just once a month when it is finally so disgusting the flies won't even come in), but I am a lofty dreamer so I also wanted to clean out the basement...all of it, study and take not one but two huge tests, and then, my indulgence, I have TONS of reading just waiting for my attention!
Somewhere about March I got the idea in my head that if I could just get organized enough, then my life would totally fall into place. This is kind of how my thought went, "Hey you! I know what you need! You need for the world to completely stand still for about 7 days. You can get the house immaculate with no little precious people to go right behind you making 10 times the mess you cleaned up. You can get all of the dishes washed and the laundry completely done (meaning washed, dried, folded AND put away - Yeah, Right) without there being more to do every single SECOND of the day. You can totally clean out every nook and cranny in the house and sell it all for fabulous prices at a yard sale (because I am delusional like that). And read ONE of your fiction books (my conscience, it knows me, so it bribes me these thoughts)." Then, WHAM! World start turning again! Now, in my mind, if all of the above was done, my life would be bliss and would be totally involved in just "keeping all of these things up" rather than always being behind.....but, guess what, God told me no! Instead this is what he said......
"Hey you! How about you make time for me? How about we grow our relationship and you let me take some of the burden. No, I can't do your housework, but I can do something inconceivably more.....I can give you PEACE! (Ah, now there is a word!) I can give you joy in the messiness of your life. I'll make the moments with your family so awesome that you won't have a care about your house or your closets. I will hold your hand and help you WRITE your favorite book...a book all about your life....and we can fill it with pages of memories of your kids being small and funny things that only you and H will ever know about. Come away with Me! We will get back to that life thing...that is the way I planned it! But you have it all wrong, My child, the world can't stop, and even if it could, it wouldn't help, because you have got to get me in there first. The rest just works out!"
WOW!
So, I am behind, but that it okay! I am starting a new Bible Study group at my house on Tuesday night where we will be doing Kelly Minter's study of Ruth. I am so excited! And today, I am going to renew my promise to my Creator! To love Him first and let the rest just fall into place......
And speaking of enjoying my blessings.....check out these 2 cuties! (Forgive the quality. I took it with my phone!)

We went to see Toy Story 3 yesterday! CUTE movie! It was Logan's first time to actually go to the movies and I was NERVOUS to say the least...but he did great!
Now, I am off to sneak in at least one chapter of ONE of my new books! Here's to summer!